Tuesday, January 29, 2008
ROAR ):
i'mblogginginofficenow.
like after quite a longlong while...
feeling kinda EMOFIED now. no idea why also ): i need something/someone/anything to cheer myself up now!!! ): i miss my sister ):
SIGH!!!!
i wish i didnt have to work so hard.
i wish i was able to spend more time at home.
i wish i was able to have fun with my sister while she was still here.
and now i'm missing her from 11hours flight away.
i wish i was more concerned.
i wish i was there.
i wish i was able to do more than juz standing by unnoticed and ignorant.
i wish i had that closer bonding to be trusted as a confidant.
and now i know whatever i say or do would juz fall to the ground.
i wish i was able to go to school for trainings.
i miss school.
i miss my friends in school.
i want to hang out more.
now i wish i could have more than one of me that i can do more things at one time.
there were so many things happening recently.
suddenly i just feel like taking a longlong sleep and never wake up.
it's mind boggling.
i know i need to seek help from above.
but..
i really dunno!! ):
push and pulls.
SIGH!!
life sometimes can be really shocking at times. unexpected all the time. well congrats to ben and melly for being romantically attached! (: baha it'll always take a little getting used to it. waha! shall wish them well. i was suddenly pondering about it. how so would army really put a relationship to the test? time? effort? deprivation? why do people always end up in breakups during the army period.? or am i stereotyping. well i hope we should all break out of that mindset. and yes, i'm believing that relationships strong enough will stand the test of army.
thanks for the quote of longlongago.
happiness is yours to control.
that i'm believing always and ever.
roar ):
i cant wait for surf and sweat. my darling beloved fishy you better come out of camp okay!! if not i wont have any fishy to swim that 400m for me!!! sigh!! GO TEAM FIER :p
i so need to run and EXERCISE!!!
i know i didnt say this, but ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I FRIGGING GAINED 3KGS SINCE I STARTED WORK!!!
i can feel the excess i'm so very sure. ):
like wad the DOF just said. i haven been working very long but it sure did feel like AGES and EONs ago.
sidetracking,
had fun at our track gathering on saturday. mr tang was funny as usual. realised how much i missed that bunch of people and the times we spent. cant wait for our outing on CNY day3 night!! i hipe i'll be able to make it though. bleh.
jun's house and woah. her nephews are so naughty but they're cute. didnt stay over at jun's. in the end we left too late. while jud and jon caught their last bus, i missed my last bus by 20whole mins. cabbed home and blessed the uncle with $1.50 since i told him to keep the change. i wish i stay nearer in the east. but nvm i love my house.
thanks joseph for the lunch treat on sunday.!! you know what? baha! i kinda miss the good old times. like kinda reminiscing the past. sigh. maybe i should really stop tinking. it's bleak. i need to spice up my life. seriously.
*throbs @10:09 <3
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